Sammie Posted March 17, 2010 Author Share Posted March 17, 2010 Aw, thanks, all! ^^ You make me wish I did have a way to make this into a real shirt. Actually, getting your own t-shirt printed is simple these days. I might steal your design and get it printed. I could put 'Bero' at the bottom of the t-shirt for credit? or some other artist-name, if you like. Link to post Share on other sites
Sammie Posted March 18, 2010 Author Share Posted March 18, 2010 Days There are days when life gets just to much, Well, not my life itself as such, Just my own every day surrender, To other people’s thought on gender. And there are days I cannot take, Days when I don’t want to wake. Not that I would want to die, But I’m so tired of this lie. Every time somebody calls me Miss, Every time I see two gay boys kiss, Every time my chest gets in the way, Every time I wake another day, To this life where I’m never seen, As the person who I’ve always been. Or want to be, This part of me, That’s always been underrated, Hidden away and suffocated, This body was made to betray, To bring discomfort and dismay. The real me lives life as a ghost, Invisible, a trace at most. Living in a body, haunted By these curves I never wanted. This female body that deceives, Sobs in sorrow, gaps and heaves. And when I’m running out of breath, No, I do not wish for death, In fact, I intend to survive, That I may one day be alive, Become who I was born to be, That day that the world will see ME. Link to post Share on other sites
Yanagi Posted April 8, 2010 Share Posted April 8, 2010 Everybody out of the water Everybody out of the Water Before the frame Comes crashing down Down Down And shatters There's a woman And a man As they sit together perched In a painting With a golden frame around Them You know what they look Like You know what they Mean I think I'll take a Can of black paint And begin to color Over Their faces Their hair and eyes For nobodies that perfect I'm going to destroy The painting of Normalcy I'll play God And create balloon people Some tall Some fat Some short Some skinny Some dark Some light And all I can hear is the Couple in the painting As they Scream It makes me happy To hear that I want to destroy Your given stepping stones Your pink and blue boxes Your sexual expectancy And watch it all begin to Drown as the river Floods So Everybody out of the Water Everybody out of the water Now You'll be washed away otherwise I'm going to become A screw As I tighten into you And don't let go For I'm planning to play with you To mess with you To enjoy your reactions When you see something You can't understand You're so used to that Painting With its swirls, lines And dots As it resurrects a familiar Pattern Of a formation that doesn't exist You still want it though Oh God You cling to it As the dam breaks open And you're threatened to be Swept away I find it amazing that You can ignore The fact that you're drowning You're dying Under the oppression of the waves So Everybody out of the water I'll take that frame Apart And stuff the painting In the closet For the artistic value Is wrong Is sad Is completely over rated I''l take my old, dry Paints And apply directly to the Wall I'm not an artist though Not good Not perfect I can go beyond the frame though For there's no limitations To my sex My gender My attraction My desire My feelings So Get out of the water So you don't get trampled Crushes Shattered When I rip that painting off the wall And destroy your Heterosexual normalicy Link to post Share on other sites
Sammie Posted May 30, 2010 Author Share Posted May 30, 2010 /Yet another self-explanitiory poem Being my own I spend half my life, just running away Avoiding the stares, waiting for a new day. I didn't know if it would come, I didn't know if it would last. Just knew I couldn't go on, I grew up too fast. I couldn't see what was wrong, so I just fought with the mirror Thinking of a better place, but it never got nearer. I wanted to dream, but what dream would that be? All the dreams in the world, would do nothing for me. Knight and riches can't save you, when the fight is your own. So you build walls to survive, try to make it alone. But there is no way out, you look in every direction, Only to be defeated, by your own reflection. It's a sad kind of life, born with the wrong name. Fighting only yourself, there is no one to blame. I've got to shed my skin, make a brand new start. It may seem that I'm crazy, but it's a choice of the heart. Gotta keep on believing, though it's hard to explain, These unusual feelings, this invisible pain. I've got one chance now, to do more than survive, If I stay this way, I'll never be alive. It's a sad sad story, so I'll write you a letter, To tell you I won't go down, to tell you things will be better. I've got to shed my skin, make a brand new start. It may seem that I'm crazy, but It's a choice of the heart. It may never be perfect, I may never be me, But if I don't try, I will never be free. So tell the world who I am, put an end to the lying, I'm gonna be my own man, My own man, or die trying. Link to post Share on other sites
Oka-sama Posted June 12, 2010 Share Posted June 12, 2010 I wrote a story! The person in this is agender, by the way, and I had a time similar to theirs, except my family was much more loose about the whole makeup-frilly-clothes thing. They spent most of their life masquerading as a girl. In fact, they thought they were one when they were young, because everyone told them they were. But they never wanted to play with the other little girls, and they couldn't play with the little boys. They sat there, all alone, waiting for someone to come and play with them. Then they were around the age when people begin to stop treating them like dress-up dolls. they were able to choose the clothes they wanted. They didn't want to go to the girl's section; all frilly tops and cute things. They gravitated towards the boy's section, and for some reason felt that it represented freedom, when they didn't quite understand the concept of imprisonment. Then they were a teenager. Their mother didn't let them cut their hair short; she was sick of her 'daughter' being so boyish. They were forced to dress like a woman, wear a bra, shave their legs, wear makeup. And they were miserable. They didn't know why they were miserable, they just were. They looked at their breasts constantly, wishing that they would disappear. Wishing they could have the body image they dreamed of. And one day, they had it. They threw out all their clothes, chopped off their hair and flushed it down the drain, scrubbed off the makeup and hid it away so their mother wouldn't find it. They found a roll of ace bandage wrap, and wound it so that there was just a bump there. They tore through their brother's closet, grabbing clothes at random. And they looked in the mirror and found themselves happier than they ever could have imagined. It felt right. Link to post Share on other sites
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