binary suns Posted March 15 Share Posted March 15 (edited) I'm uncertain if I'm asexual, even though I've had a few sexual feelings in the past, although it was infrequent. There was a time when I was open to sex and felt that way towards many people, but I felt scared by the thought of pursuing sexual intimacy. I'm not sure if what I felt was actually sexual attraction because of the fear of being sexual with them. I haven't experienced those feelings in a while, and it's hard to explain them. I don't want to be graysexual on top of being grayromantic. The few times I felt attraction, it was more of seeing the person as "sexy" rather than desiring sexual intimacy with them. I was again intimidated by the idea of being sexual with them. I'm not sure if I'm just a confused allosexual, and I don't think I'm gray because if my feelings are sexual, I want to overcome the fear of sex. I consider myself asexual because of the fear and lack of desire for anything sexual, but I'm not sure if an allosexual can be afraid of sex. It's also been nearly eight years since I've seen someone in that way. What is sexual attraction? Am I asexual? Edited March 15 by binary suns didn't proof read 2 Quote Link to post Share on other sites
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