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Cate Perfect Posted February 20, 2004 Share Posted February 20, 2004 For those unwilling to look: Sarah: Hehe yay. Seriously I think I am asexual or something. I find guys attractive. I find girls attractive. But I don't want any relationships. And I desire nothing sexual from any sex. I want to be alone. Isolated. On the computer. I've never had a boyfriend or any type of relationship. I just don't want any. I dunno. I find relationships annoying and I don't want to share myself with anyone I don't think. It's weird. I know humans can't be asexual but I have this obsession with making myself as inhuman as possible. I want to be a robot. I just want knowledge. I don't want any emotions. It's strange. I was thinking about writing a book about that. I have this story down but... I am rambling now. Anyway it's cool that you think I'm cool and everything and are being open minded about my iffiness (I just made that a word!) on gay people. You know, lesbians don't freak me out as much because I think they are more accepted than gay guys are. Lesbians are seem as sexy and erotic whereas gays are seen as gross and wrong. And I am so embarassed by this because I am the last person the media should affect! Oh well. Yeah _____ is cool. I like cities. Hehe well it's always good to hear from you. :) soce, the elemental wizard: OMG, you are asexual? That is so cool. I think I am asexual, also. Like, I think about making out with guys all the time... but in real life, I'm often not into that stuff. First of all, I don't want to catch some disease, like AIDS or something, but secondly, I do not want my body to be used as some sort of object to give someone else pleasure. Of course, I look at a guy and find him attractive and want to make out with him, and I want him to find me attractive also, but the moment he's like getting into being with me, I'm like wait a minute. This man just wants me for my body, and that's not cool. It doesn't really seem to make sense. It's like I'm unhappy if a hot guy is uninterested in me, and yet I also feel let down if he wants me. I guess I just want someone to want me only for my mind. Maybe it's because the guys I've hooked up with in general ended up having little in common with me, and when we were making out, it often felt like they were having a great time, but not with me.. like I was somehow getting in the way-- it certainly wasn't making love.. it was just lots of grunting and touching and stuff. So, I guess my thesis is that if you haven't yet been physically involved with anyone, then you aren't really missing much. It REALLY is not worth it unless you are with someone who is totally perfect with you. Otherwise, you are just going through the motions. I feel like that's why I tend to fantasize a lot.. because things always go perfectly in my fantasies. The guy totally wants me, but not in a bad way.. and we always do exactly what I want. Cuz when things happen in reality, it is always a major let-down. I'm happy to have "gotten some", and yet I feel like it maybe would've been better if I had just slept by myself. Now, I'M THE ONE who's been rambling like crazy.. but oh well. Maybe I'll publish this email (minus your name and such) on my webpage.. hey, why not. And I still find females attractive in addition to liking guys, so it's cool to like both. I think almost everyone finds both sexes attractive to some extent, emphasis on how big or small that extent is. okay, 'bye for now :) best, eocs Cate Link to post Share on other sites
Jayann Posted February 20, 2004 Share Posted February 20, 2004 It's too bad they both seems like morons. Link to post Share on other sites
Guest Posted February 21, 2004 Share Posted February 21, 2004 It's too bad they both seems like morons. HAHAHAHA! Julie says what we're all thinkin'. Link to post Share on other sites
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