I don't know what I am or want to be

[Zagadka]

I really don't know. I laid there awake last night for hours writing this post in my head and I can't put any of that down now.

 

Long story short... I have been having a lot more dysphoria lately. I started identifying as nonbinary and eventually agender... I found some happiness, but it is getting worse. I tried some more fem presentation, which I generally like more, but that felt just as uncomfortable as masc. I hate how I am now, but when I try to think what I want to be... I can't really picture it. I want out of this body. I... don't know what to do with that.

[spencexists]

I feel ya. Idk if it helps, but y our not alone.