beebrian Posted July 16, 2019 Share Posted July 16, 2019 hello. i’m bee. i always thought i was allosexual, but now i’m not sure. i’ve never felt sexual attraction to anyone i know in real life, but i feel it for celebrities and fictional characters. (is that silly?idk). i watch porn, i like it. i masturbate, but i cant be sexual with anyone. i feel bad about being touched(nope, no trauma, idk why everyone asks that). i cant even kiss anyone without feeling like i want to throw up, but i fantasize about sexual activity and i like it in my mind. i’ve had sex once because i felt like i had to(“”you’re a boy you have to want to have sex””) and it was boring and kind of unpleasant. i just really want to know myself better and stop being confused. is this some sort of sexuality or a problem? idk. thanks for reading.🌹 Quote Link to post Share on other sites
Anthracite_Impreza Posted July 16, 2019 Share Posted July 16, 2019 You could be fictosexual if you only ever desire sex with fictional characters (and celebs, since they are effectively fictional from our perspective). Alternately you could have a mental block regarding RL sex (up to you whether you do anything about it). 1 Quote Link to post Share on other sites
NickyTannock Posted July 19, 2019 Share Posted July 19, 2019 A belated welcome to AVEN! I agree that it sounds like you could be Fictosexual. And I consider Fictosexuals to be a type of Asexual, as in general, fantasies don't count if they don't reflect what you want in reality. Incidentally, it is a tradition here to welcome new members by offering cake, and here's a Gravity-Defying Honeybee Cake, Quote Link to post Share on other sites
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