Creampuff Posted February 28, 2019 Share Posted February 28, 2019 I have always thought of myself as aromantic, and I've never had a crush before. But..I have a best friend. We've been bestfriends for about 7-8 years, and I love being with her. Often I find myself wanting to hold her hand or just rest my head against hers. I don't really get that flustered around her, only when seeing if she'll pick me as a partner in class. Sometimes I think that she's cute, but my mind often randomly starts to have impulsive thoughts against my will, so it could just be that. I feel so happy when she talks to me, and I can't even stay mad at her for a second, despite feeling so angry. Recently she has formed a crush on someone and she constantly talks about how cute he is or what he was doing. I find myself angry at her and him and I become extremely jealous. When they spend time together I feel so sad that she'll leave. I've always had jealousy problems but it feels infinitely worse when it's with someone that she likes. I feel bad for thinking this-but I really don't want her to like him. It's really hard to explain all these feelings and put them into words, so sorry if this didn't sound very clear. Link to post Share on other sites
ButterflyBlues Posted February 28, 2019 Share Posted February 28, 2019 I think you might have a squish on her? You seem to just want to be best friends with her, but I've never had a crush either so idk. I experience sensual attraction so I like to cuddle with my friends and that kind of sounds what you want to do with her? Link to post Share on other sites
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