asexualannie1993 Posted August 19, 2017 Share Posted August 19, 2017 Every relationship I've been in I've been distant romantically and sexually. But because I was always told I should have a boyfriend/girlfriend I felt I needed to be in a relationship. I was talking to someone about this and they suggested I was a closeted asexual lol. Has anyone else felt this way? Like you needed to be in a relationship and hated it? (Note: I'm also Aromantic and this is my first post so I hope that is okay to talk about Link to post Share on other sites
theredbubble Posted August 19, 2017 Share Posted August 19, 2017 (It is totally okay to talk about this) I completely understand what you are mean. When I was younger, especially in middle school, I would "date" guys because it's what everyone else was doing and I hated that I felt different. But in all reality I hated faking liking all those guys more, so I stopped and starting live my own majestic life Link to post Share on other sites
vega57 Posted August 19, 2017 Share Posted August 19, 2017 I liked the idea of having a boyfriend. I hated the idea of having to have sex with a boyfriend. As I got older, I also hated the idea of having "regular" sex. That is, sex on a "regular" basis, and that if I wasn't interested for whatever reason, I was still obligated to do so. I didn't really understand that I always had the option to say 'no' to sex. If I can't have an intimate relationship without sex, then the "relationship" isn't worth it. Link to post Share on other sites
valerguida Posted August 19, 2017 Share Posted August 19, 2017 Adolescence makes us change. It helps us to find what it wants, and it clarifies our ideas and our desires. Link to post Share on other sites
JDP Posted August 21, 2017 Share Posted August 21, 2017 I'm starting to think that I was always a hidden asexual, either that or emotionally crippled, or both. I just can't connect on a sexual level, no matter who I'm with or how much sex I have. It's almost like the more sex I have the more distant I get from that person, and the more fraudulent I feel. It's more than I can bear, now. Link to post Share on other sites
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