allesgut Posted January 12, 2017 Share Posted January 12, 2017 Hi everyone, this is my first post here. I've just realised at the age of 30 that I am asexual. It's all still very confusing: I had heard about asexuality (vaguely) before but I had dismissed the idea that I could fall within this orientation without properly researching it. I've recently discovered that my husband of 6 years had been having extramarital affairs. He claims to still love me but he's also in love with a new person who seems to satisfy more of his needs than I could. There's so much pain I can't put into words, also because I don't really feel like there's anyone outside this forum I can talk to about being asexual in a marriage. Now we're separated and I'm in the process of rebuilding my life from the ground up, albeit with shattered self-confidence. Thanks for reading... Link to post Share on other sites
AspieAngel Posted January 12, 2017 Share Posted January 12, 2017 It may seem dim right now but you will get through it. Being asexual involved with a sexual is difficult. I failed at it more than once and the friends I now in similar relationships make it work by allowing their sexual partner have sex with someone else. I could never do that but it works for them. Just know that you are not alone, Link to post Share on other sites
allesgut Posted January 12, 2017 Author Share Posted January 12, 2017 2 hours ago, AspieAngel said: It may seem dim right now but you will get through it. Being asexual involved with a sexual is difficult. I failed at it more than once and the friends I now in similar relationships make it work by allowing their sexual partner have sex with someone else. I could never do that but it works for them. Just know that you are not alone, Thanks for your response AspieAngel. I'm trying to take it one day at a time. It does help to know I'm not alone. Link to post Share on other sites
ad_nauseam Posted January 12, 2017 Share Posted January 12, 2017 it's the beginning of your journey to your true self which will attract like-minded and like-hearted individuals... in my experience sexual and asexual has never worked and has been quite painful..... Link to post Share on other sites
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