Mattsun Posted September 26, 2016 Share Posted September 26, 2016 Hi there!A few months ago I posted something regarding my insecurity about my sexuality. Well, at this point I'm pretty sure that I'm ace (or at least demi). However, in this time I've been reading a lot about people "identifying" as sex-repulsed, -neutral or -positive and I wondered if it is also possible to "change" that "orientation". (well, I know that this isn't some real orientation like asexuality itself, but I can't think of a better word for it lmao)As for myself, I've noticed that I have phases where I'm just like "ugh gross" towards anything that has to do with sex. I stay far away from fanfiction and stuff and eventhough I still can get aroused, I hate that feeling and wouldn't ever bring myself to get aroused. On the other hand sometimes I'm more in the "mood" for sex related thingies (like, as I said, reading erotic fanfiction) and it just doesn't seem that gross to me to be aroused by something (although I don't masturbate). I still don't experience sexual attraction towards "real people" in that phases, so I doubt that it has something to do with my sexual orientation. It's just my feeling about "how gross sex is" that is changing.Has anyone else made similar experiences? Quote Link to post Share on other sites
Katerin Posted September 26, 2016 Share Posted September 26, 2016 I've experienced a range of feelings towards sex - from repulsion, triggered, neutral/disinterested, or interested/aroused. I identify as a gray-ace, because a lot of the time I feel irked by sexual stuff, while other times I feel sexual desire if I'm in the right mood. I don't understand why hearing sexual people talk about anything pertaining to sexual attraction/sexual desire bothers me, because I do understand it, however I don't experience it as frequently and I am definitely not as open about my occasional sexual feelings; I also feel very shy about it. So hearing people be open about their interests either makes me feel neutral or triggered because they're talking about something I either don't feel, or want to hear; it's too extreme or personal imo. Then again, there are times I just don't care. . . It's an odd thing with me. Quote Link to post Share on other sites
ShiniTheGami Posted September 29, 2016 Share Posted September 29, 2016 Oh yeah, I get like that too. Though it's less "ugh gross" for me and more "ugh boring." I'm not very sex-repulsed. But, I definitely have "moods" during which sex related things (like erotic fanfiction or fanart) are more appealing to me and I'll actively seek them out. Other times I'd kill to find a fanfic that didn't have sex in it. I've always kind of chalked it up to changing hormone levels. That is the explanation that makes the most sense to me. Quote Link to post Share on other sites
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