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Story Questioning my Asexuality


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Basically I am a lonely virgin, with all that included I have a variety of personality disorders. However just after today I have a story questioning whether I am asexual or not:

>just got done working out

>left the gym with a nice pump

>happiest mood i could be in

>when i get a pump everything i dread in life along with any form of anxiety i get goes away

>walking home

>was whistling

>girl walking her poodle walks by

>looks at me smiling

>i just look away highly disgusted and disinterested

>wait for her to walk by

>continue whistling

it only hit me after that i realized what I missed out on. I know it isn't her looks as being lonely for so long I would snag onto anything. It is always like this however, I just do not flirt or have any interest in creating an opportunity for sex. I don't even look at girls, not one bit (or guys in case you are wondering). However I have sexual thoughts in my head all the time and dream of losing my virginity, and yes I am young, 18 so it might be due to being horny all the time due to puberty? Am I asexual, or just messed up in some other way?

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Hmmmm. Hard to say. Mixed signals. No interest in creating opportunity for sex sounds like possible asexual. Dream of losing my virginity sounds like possible sexual.

If you met a special person, do you think you would want to have sex with them?

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It's difficult to say, my friend. Human sexuality is a fluid concept and it may change at any moment.

That young lady you mentioned was probably admiring your body, but she was also kind of shocked, when you showed no interest in her.

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