Is this considered normal?

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Hi, I've been reading many posts from this community and I finally have the courage to ask something.

Well, since high school I've always had doubts about myself, i never felt sexual attraction, I liked some people but only that, something like intimacy is not even an option (the idea of kissing too). Even so, something that really irks me is that, when i had visual stimuli (which is actually very rare) and reacting to it for just a couple of minutes I feel >suddenly< so bad and gross afterwards, as if I should have never let myself reacted to it. It's a very fast change, i mean, during that couple of minutes is like 'oh ok' but after that everything sexual related is unbearable, the very idea of sex or genitasl, when most of the time I'm pretty indifferent to it.

Is this normal? I don't really have anyone to ask this so...

[Star Bit]

So you're repulsed after masturbating to erotic material but indifferent to such content prior to arousal/masturbation? Sounds similar to post-coital dysphoria, but with masturbation. So if the former is a norm i don't see why the latter isn't.

[Rolling Everforward]

It happens to me, so it's not unique.

I feel unqualified to opine on whether it's normal.