Phantom limbs syndrome?

[Pumpkin_king]

Okay this is a odd topic and I am not 100% sure it belongs here? I have always felt off in my body. But in an abnormal way. When I was in elementary school it started. I had a feeling of something heavy on my back. I always felt it at random times. I would at times feel it every day or weeks, even months apart. It would Always feel strongest when it was raining.

I still feel it today and do not like having a shirt on my back much less skin. I feel like it is Crushing something. Every time I think of what is missing my mind puts together wings. I feel like I am missing a pair of wings. I don't know what they look like but they always feel heavy.

Other then the feeling of my body is wrong. I am not ment to have boobs. I am not ment to have reproductive parts... My back has always been the biggest thing to feel off to me.

I am wondering if anyone has had Phantom limbs syndrome like this. Like something normal human beings don't have is something you are missing?

[ZBD]

I never had phantom limb syndrome and I don't know anyone who experienced it so I hope someone else will help you but here is what I thought reading your post :

Your description reminds me of an angel ... was it what you meant ? So perhaps it is something like those who feel like they should be an animal (wolf, cat etc I don't know what's the name for that :redface: ) ? I'm not an expert in psychology nor a doctor but on my mind it seems like you wished you'd had wings and it's so strong that it becomes a physical pain..? I know the power of mentality as I used to be sick when I didn't express my feelings...

Well that or you're an actual falling angel :P

[Qutenkuddly]

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