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OK, I admit I was horribly disappointed with AVEN at first. I just didn't fit, but I knew I was off sex for some reason and after some really rocky beginnings I settled down and began to enjoy what I could while still feeling like a little green alien from Mars.

Someone made a post about reading the Satanic Bible for free online and pow!! I discovered an interest. I hunted that shit down and found out that Damn I'm a Satanist and I had no idea I was. So THANK YOU to unknown Avenite who helped me find what was missing in my ideology/theology. I have been so personally empowered since then that I even figured out what to do about my gender identity. Two for one!!!! A big shout out goes to Moderator Poindexter for helping me navigate some disrespectful conversation about Trans people, and to my friends for cheering me up with conversations about Tarot.

But I was still feeling really bad about myself and some very nice Avenites were trying to comfort me, when POW!! it happened again. Another person posted about something that grabbed my interest, a site for kinksters. I hunted that shit down and then I got that feeling that every one has been talking about and I have not been having. The "I'm not broken" feeling.

I AM NOT BROKEN, and I am not a bad asexual who doesn't belong on the forum either. I probably am some where on the asexuality spectrum because I don't like to be touched by people I don't know real well, but that is not what was affecting my sexuality. I am not broken I am kinky, and unless I have that dynamic I feel sexually dead. Because of my history of violent abuse, I would never have found that out about myself anywhere but here, where the goal is to make people feel safe. AVEN made me feel safe enough to find myself, and then showed me where to go looking.

So I'm going to go be Satanic and kinky with some nice sexual folks I met online, but I will continue to hang here because this is home. Finally AVEN feels like home. And keep posting, you wonderful people, because AVEN talks about the most interesting stuff. Satanism, BDSM, Asexuality, Transgender, Tarot, where else would you go to find all that under one roof?

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haha your post is great, I love how AVEN helped to hunt shit down and nail it (on the cross) everytime

Sometimes being asexual kinda feels like "forgive me satan for I have not sinned enough" but yeah, it's all about finding just what suits you.

Cake or satan? What about both? :twisted: :cake: :twisted:

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Oh definitely cake and Satan, gluttony is a virtue after all, and If my master were to come and find me stuffing my face, would he not be that much more pleased. :twisted: :twisted: :twisted: However there is no reason for an asexual to apologize to Satan for not having sinned. The Satanic Bible is very clear that asexuality is a perfectly acceptable sexual expression for a Satanist and it is the Godism nuts who will crucify you if you don't breed.

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scarletlatitude

Please do not turn this thread into religion bashing. Just like sexual orientation, what religion a person chooses to follow is their choice and you should not criticize it. AVEN is a place for all even if you don't agree with them.

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That is not the advice I received when my previous religion was being bashed and I was told my friend was mentally ill for believing in the supernatural and needed professional help. I almost left AVEN over that because the moderator wouldn't even let me defend her because "devout atheist" was entitled to his opinion. UGH the hypocrisy!!!

In this thread I did not mention any specific religion negatively on purpose. "Godism " is pretty vague, I don't know anybody who identifies as that. I don't know how many times I have read some post wherein the poster was complaining that religious people were tromping on his or her or their asexuality or gender identity. It's a fact it happens. Most religions don't like people who don't get married and procreate. That's not religion bashing,its just a fact. However if you want to remove my post I would be happy to let you. You've pretty much nullified the point of everything I had to say about AVEN positively, and I'm not going to apologize for saying what everybody on here knows and complains about,vociferously that religious zeal is the enemy of asexuality every time.

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That is not the advice I received when my previous religion was being bashed and I was told my friend was mentally ill for believing in the supernatural and needed professional help. I almost left AVEN over that because the moderator wouldn't even let me defend her because "devout atheist" was entitled to his opinion. UGH the hypocrisy!!!

In this thread I did not mention any specific religion negatively on purpose. "Godism " is pretty vague, I don't know anybody who identifies as that. I don't know how many times I have read some post wherein the poster was complaining that religious people were tromping on his or her or their asexuality or gender identity. It's a fact it happens. Most religions don't like people who don't get married and procreate. That's not religion bashing,its just a fact. However if you want to remove my post I would be happy to let you. You've pretty much nullified the point of everything I had to say about AVEN positively, and I'm not going to apologize for saying what everybody on here knows and complains about,vociferously that religious zeal is the enemy of asexuality every time.

I was not specifically talking to you. I mentioned it since in the title it says "satanism" and that is usually the cue for everyone who has a religious opinion to come out of the woodwork and start bashing each other. As far as I am concerned, you can have whatever religious opinion you want, as long as it isn't becoming hateful or violating any of AVENs rules.

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That is not the advice I received when my previous religion was being bashed and I was told my friend was mentally ill for believing in the supernatural and needed professional help. I almost left AVEN over that because the moderator wouldn't even let me defend her because "devout atheist" was entitled to his opinion. UGH the hypocrisy!!!

In this thread I did not mention any specific religion negatively on purpose. "Godism " is pretty vague, I don't know anybody who identifies as that. I don't know how many times I have read some post wherein the poster was complaining that religious people were tromping on his or her or their asexuality or gender identity. It's a fact it happens. Most religions don't like people who don't get married and procreate. That's not religion bashing,its just a fact. However if you want to remove my post I would be happy to let you. You've pretty much nullified the point of everything I had to say about AVEN positively, and I'm not going to apologize for saying what everybody on here knows and complains about,vociferously that religious zeal is the enemy of asexuality every time.

I was not specifically talking to you. I mentioned it since in the title it says "satanism" and that is usually the cue for everyone who has a religious opinion to come out of the woodwork and start bashing each other. As far as I am concerned, you can have whatever religious opinion you want, as long as it isn't becoming hateful or violating any of AVENs rules.

groovy :twisted: :twisted: :twisted: :cake::cake::cake:

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Nice to know that AVEN has made a positive difference in your life, I know it certainly has for me! :aven: = :)

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