It's quite weird (TMI)

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In general I think same-sex relationship is much better than different-sex one as it's never connected with 'gender race'' and domination and imagine myself being with a girl although lesbian sex doesn't appeal to me. (It's totally neutral to me) but when I read articles on sex as f.ex. that teens use to have sex or start their sexual life on prom parties I'm totally grossed and think how can they enjoy all those fluids, especially sperm, like the smell of the body and hear all those noises (vagina use to make a noise when there's too much air inside during the intercourse) but I'm sexually attracted to males and use to have crushes on them. I use to have sex fantasies on them as well and they can be so intensive that I reach a self-satisfaction without masturbation. In addition my all fears and feeling disappear when I think on people I have crush on. If I met them I'd wouldn't have problems with something more while I'm disgusted when I think about myself having sex with someone.